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Welcome to the Akashic musings podcast. My name is Laura Mazzotta and I will be your guide during the sacred experience. I'm an Akashic healer and teacher, and I've also been a therapist for almost 20 years. This podcast is your go to opportunity for all things healing, inspiration and Empowerment. I will be sharing potent wisdom from divine intelligence in the space of the Akashic Records. For more understanding of what the Akashic Records are, I encourage you to listen to episode one, or head over to my website at www.theakashictherapist.com. I'm so grateful to have you here, receiving the powerful energetic shifts that radiate through these messages. Just by listening in you're doing your part to raise the vibration of the planet, and fully realize our natural state of wellness and vitality. Without further ado, here's today's episode
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welcome back to another episode of the Akashic musings podcast today, we're going to be talking about spiritual awakening and what it looks like what it feels like, and how you can support yourself as you move through this absolutely beautiful, but sometimes a little uncomfortable time. So when we awaken it, we don't realize it right away, we don't realize what's going on, we just all of a sudden start having these aha moments. And these, this perspective on ourselves, sometimes it can feel like we're even looking down from above, on ourselves almost like it's a different lifetime. And it's so funny because you think something's wrong with you, you think you're going crazy, or you think what the hell is going on like, this doesn't make any sense. And you try to make sense of it. Because all these aha moments, and this clarity around events that have unfolded in your life, or what's going on in your life right now, or how you're feeling right now, are really mind blowing, really mind blowing, and so you're trying to wrap your head around it, because that's what you're used to. That's how we're conditioned is that when things are confusing, we try to figure them out, we analyze them, we look at the pros and cons, we try to kind of identify what this means or why it's here. And what's really cool about a spiritual awakening is that you don't have to figure any of it out. You just have to allow, you just have to witness yourself. And it's really beautiful to be able to ground yourself in safety, whether that's outside in nature, or whether that's with a close loved one or somebody that is comforting or a space that feels really safe for you. And allow yourself to anchor there at the same time that you just let the waves of energy move through you because that's exactly what's happening is that your consciousness is raising, you know, when you can view yourself from above, you have heightened consciousness when you can adopt a higher perspective, and seeing how everything has kind of unfolded to this point and how things could continue to unfold in the future. With a shift in mindset or a shift in your energy, you are raising your consciousness, you're operating at a higher vibration, you're operating at a higher frequency. Because if you think about God, you think about the angels, they always have this divine perspective of us, they're always able to see things from a bird's eye view, and to really be able to see how each of our experiences in each of us on this planet kind of fits together and our emotions and our actions. And our choices fit together to work toward where the planet is meant to go as a whole, right? And so the higher and higher perspective that you're able to adopt based on your experiences or your relationships, or even just witnessing yourself, the closer you're becoming to the divine essence to universal frequency. And it's it's a gorgeous process. It really is. But to witness somebody going through it is they can feel very confused and they can feel very, like what's wrong with me or what's happening to me. So I thought it could be helpful to do an episode here and talk a little bit about a few of the pieces that can show up. So we talked about the aha moments being mind blown and that higher perspective and what comes with that is clarity. You have so much clarity on why the experiences have happened in your life and even if you don't know why. You can see now where you may have been operating at a lower level of consciousness or just from us.
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Based on ego, and that's exactly what happens when you start to awaken is that your ego starts to become dismantled. And it can happen really fast, or it can happen over a period of time. And it's, it's important for you to be patient and to allow your process to be right. You know, there's nothing wrong about an awakening everybody's is different. So I don't want you to think that these are hard and fast rules, or that if you don't follow this trajectory, you're doing it wrong, or it's, it's actually not an awakening, and maybe you were incorrect, right. But to have that clarity of Oh, my gosh, I'm looking back at these experiences. And, wow, I really had my head stuck in the mud, or, wow, I wasn't able to see this, or I wasn't able to receive this. And that's a really big sign too, is that, that you were kind of stuck, right and stuck in ego is feeling like I haven't been able to receive all of the blessings that the universe has been trying to bestow on me, whether that's through beautiful relationships, or opportunities in terms of jobs, or travel or money or health, that have been offered to you. And you've just been kind of stuck in rigidity, right? We're stubborn, we're human beings. As a race, we are stubborn, because we get stuck in our egos, and making sense of things and trying to think of what is logical, based on what we've been taught or what we think we're supposed to be moving toward. But the fact is, we are meant to be following our souls trajectory, right, and so the closer that we become to our soul, and the closer that we attune to that frequency, the more clarity we have, as to the purpose that we're meant to serve on this planet, and where we're going on this planet, and in this lifetime. So you can go through a process of grief. And that very, very often happens. In fact, I've never seen it not happen in a spiritual awakening. And that process of grief can be fast, or it can be slower moving. And grief always encompasses guilt, and anger, and frustration and confusion, and anxiety, and a lot of emotion, sadness, as well. And so I want you to allow yourself just as if you're experiencing grief with a past loved one, just let it move through you because grief is something that is going to continue to return if it's not processed. It's something that needs to move through your energy field. So be compassionate, be loving towards yourself, be forgiving, and allow your ego to be dismantled as you're rooted safely in that space that you've chosen, whether it's your home, whether it's nature, whether it's someone else, because it's emotional. And that's another thing that happens is that when the emotion comes up, you can start to analyze it or try to figure out why. Because previously, when emotions have run through your you're like, why am I angry, and then you do something about it, right, we want to fix it, we want to take care of the problem. And in this situation, it's not a problem. What it is, is, it's two things, it's an adjustment of your nervous system, because you have been used to doing things a certain way for a very, very long time. So you're rewiring that system. And when we rewire that system, it can feel a little you feel the shift, it can feel a little unsteady, and a little shaky. And so grounding ourselves and safety again, and anchoring ourselves is very important. But it's also important to parent ourselves lovingly. Whereas if a child were going through a really rough time, or they were going through grief, you would be incredibly forgiving, and patient and comforting and accepting and appreciative of the fact that they are allowing the emotion to move and that they're being open. So I want you to do the same thing with yourself, okay? Because emotion is just energy, that's all it is. Emotion is emotion, energy in motion. And so it is just waves of energy that are moving through us that we need to allow. And the more they resist it and we grip onto it, the less they're going to move, okay? And this is where doubt comes in, because the emotion comes up. And then we start to doubt ourselves, Well, maybe this isn't really an awakening, maybe this is me, needing to just make different choices in my life. Or maybe I am reacting to something that is that just happened in a way that's more intense than I realized, you know. And again, that's a limited vision that is only focused on the 3d and only focused on what we can see, hear, feel, taste, etc. Okay, so we want to get beyond our senses and sink further into our heart space. And really, when that doubt comes in, it's reminding yourself but what what feels good to me long term, right? Not just in this moment, because we don't want to be impulsive. But what feels good long term like Who do I want to become? What is my new vision now? What is possible to me now that all these aha moments have come in that my ego started to break down a little bit like what's possible, because it's really scary. It can be really scary to think about all these possibilities that are available to you because it's big, you're being opened up to a completely new I mean, it's not a new universe, but it's a new awareness of the universe and
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Once we have that awareness, we can't unsee it, right? So that becomes available to you and you get to
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allow yourself to be guided, then that's the part that can take a little time. Because you're not used, you're used to making decisions and being demonstrative and then moving forward in a certain way. And now you're kind of leaning back and putting your hands up and saying, okay, like, I feel all of this, I know something's happening, I trust you guide me. And that can feel scary, okay. But it also gives us even so much more clarity, because the more you listen, and the more you surrender, and the more you allow yourself to be led, with all the little breadcrumbs and the nudges that you're getting in your day to day life, the more opportunities will come to you, the more you will increase your consciousness, the higher perspective you'll have. And the freer, you're going to feel because the shackles of the ego are incredibly trapping. And it's really so liberating, to allow those to fall away. So that you realize, Wow, I don't have to control everything anymore. This is not all my responsibility anymore. And it you know what, it's not about me, it's not about me at all. It's about the purpose that I'm meant to serve as a soul on this planet. And that's when your priorities become clear. You know, because the doubt comes in, and you shift yourself to your vision and who you want to become, or you shift yourself to the breadcrumbs or into your heart space, and you allow yourself to be led. And then your priorities become really clear. And the things that used to matter to you or that you use to dig your heels and around to make sure that it happened so that you can be successful or you're a good partner, you're a good this or you're a good that they fall away because it just doesn't freakin matter. You know, you move from well, I can't do that. Because to getting creative and curious about, oh, wow, this is something that's of high priority to me, how can I make this happen, or you just request to the universe, show me how to make this happen, or guide me into making this happen, so that I can fulfill my highest purpose, right, so you move from my cat to what else is possible, which is really exciting, and really fun. And makes life feel like an adventure, which is the liberation that a lot of us are looking for, that most of us are looking for on this planet. We get distracted by thinking we want money, and we want attachments, and we want the job and we want all the things but really what all those things give us. They give us freedom, they give us confidence. So we can find that within ourselves. And that's why it's so important to have that compassion and forgiveness for yourself for previous versions of yourself when you didn't have this awareness because
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you are exactly where you needed to be at the time. And you're exactly where you need to be right now. So trust that and trust that all of your lessons are unfolding exactly as they're meant. And if you're listening to this episode, I know that you're listening, I know that you're listening because you're open to this kind of information. And that means that you're listening to the nudges that are coming through even if it's teeny bit by teeny bit, all of those seeds are being planted. And I want you to trust that they're going to grow at your own pace and in your own way to exactly who you're meant to be. And I encourage you during this time, to not only ground like I talked about and reparent and soothe yourself, but also connect, connect with the people that are the most supportive of you that are the most unconditionally loving, and allow yourself to find refuge in them. We are here in this together. We're collaborating in this lifetime together. And we're meant to reflect to one another, and to hold each other safely in a way that supports the expansion of the planet at large. Because once again, it's not about us. It's not about the relationships, where the end are the things that we're doing. It's about allowing ourselves to be led and allowing the energy to guide us. So if you have any questions on this or it's something that you get confused about or you feel like you're in this space or kind of in a dark night of the soul trying to figure it out. This is exactly the kind of thing that I like to support people on please feel free to send me an email at emerge healing & [email protected] or you can check out my website and read more about me at www dot the Akashic therapist.com Thank you so much for joining me and I will see you next week on another episode of the Akashic musings podcast.
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Thank you for joining me for this episode of the Akashic musings Podcast. I'm so grateful you're taking the time to integrate healing at the deepest level. If you loved this episode, connect with me on Instagram at emerge healing & wellness or contact me through my website at www.theakashictherapist.com I'll see you next week on the next episode of the Akashic musings podcast. Bye for now and have a wonderful week.
