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Welcome to the Akashic musings podcast. My name is Laura Mazzotta and I will be your guide during the sacred experience. I'm an Akashic healer and teacher, and I've also been a therapist for almost 20 years. This podcast is your go to opportunity for all things healing, inspiration and Empowerment. I will be sharing potent wisdom from divine intelligence in the space of the Akashic Records. For more understanding of what the Akashic Records are, I encourage you to listen to episode one, or head over to my website at WWW dot v Akashic therapist.com. I'm so grateful to have you here, receiving the powerful energetic shifts that radiate through these messages. Just by listening in you're doing your part to raise the vibration of the planet, and fully realize our natural state of wellness and vitality. Without further ado, here's today's episode
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Hey guys, welcome back. We are here for the seventh episode of our catalyze your soul's deepest embodiment in the context of relationship. And the we are announcing that this is a bonus episode.
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Prize, surprise, surprise, because we're going to pause our regular regular scheduled program to honor this eclipse energy. This is the second time Katie and I have scheduled this recording.
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And the energy is calling us so much deeper into being present with each other and just like holding each other and the reflection of what's coming up for each of us. And
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it there's there's a, there's a hard stop on the content that we have planned for these last two episodes, and a deep invitation into
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sharing this energy that we are exchanging with all of you,
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which is really one of like, just being present together. Right, like just being with one another and honoring and revering
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what is being presented in yourself and each other in the collective and in the cosmos right now. So
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I pulled some cards, and we haven't processed them, we want to process them out loud out loud with you guys and share some of what we've been talking about
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for the hour and 15 minutes before we started recording. And the other day when we talked for an hour and a half and never recorded. And it really comes around this topic of focusing on the relationship with ourselves. And I think that this energy has really just shown up
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not only in this series, and the timing that it has for a reason, but also just in the cosmos and like this is what it means to deeply honor what comes forward, rather than plowing forward with a plan. Right.
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This is what it means to trust the cosmos and let it lead you in life in business. Right?
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Yeah, it's really allowing the flow of life the deep surrender and just
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we're still showing up right we're still standing our ground like holding that leadership but following the energy trusting the energy because we know energy doesn't lie, right? Like, right and not in this place. Like Like it was starting it was feeling forced the last couple times we got together and it was like nope, like this is meant to be a natural flow, right. And there's so much richness and what we are sharing together that as we tune into it really felt guided to just share our presence with you and the state in which we are currently vibrating existing whatever. So we're just being with you today. And we're going to share this new moon reading Okay, so and then we're gonna process the sell out together. So what should your new moon intention be? There's this from the prism, Oracle deck. Those of you who know me know this is one
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my besties
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the new moon attention is surrender. So it's where are you being invited into not just surrendering maybe an aspect of yourself and aspect of your life, any area that you feel like you're gripping, or where you're
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finding confusion or struggle or real, draining efforting right, or fixation surrender is coming in. The other thing is where are you already benefiting deeply from surrender by being invited to deepen further into it to enrich the texture of that experience and the energy of that experience? And why is this your intention? Trust to deepen your trust in the universe in yourself in the things you believe in the things you want the things you're invested and devoted in? And trusting that as you show up, in surrendered confidence around that.
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That it's going to arrive? How can you best incorporate this intention into your life? Cleanse? What does this one mean to you, Katie? It's interesting, I've been getting the nudge lately to do.
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I have a fairly clean diet. But just to clean it up a little bit more like to me cleanse right now is feeling like with how I'm nourishing the inside of my body, right. And in turn, by doing that, it will cleanse my energy field. Because I think part of what we're feeling right now is we're like taking responsibility for other people's reactions. And so we're soaking in their energy, we're feeling the collective. So for me, that always starts with the nourishment within and let that ripple out, like let that cleanse by nourishing and cleansing and cleansing internally. It cleanses externally for me
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on your creating space, like cellular space, literally, yeah, I'm.
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And I feel that in terms of being in nature,
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and really allowing
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Mother Earth to guide me to infuse me to shift me. And also.
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Honestly, it's really a celebration of the discernment that I keep deepening around when it's other people's energy and my field. And that's one of the things that we were talking about before we started this was like,
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this relationship with ourselves. Like yesterday, I felt activated, like something came up in me and I was feeling all sorts of ways I was feeling a lot of weirdness. And
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and I realized later that it wasn't mine.
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But that I'm also even though it wasn't mine. I know that it was there for a reason, and I'm grateful that it showed up. Because it allowed me to recognize my own discernment and centeredness and presence with my own energy in a way that was like
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wow, okay.
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Okay, I've got this like I do I have mastered this discernment. And is that going to show up in every situation, every relationship going forward? No, I'm a human being but like, that never leaves me it's just my awareness of it. I think and so I think that when we intentionally cleanse we are then
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inviting in deeper discernment of what is ours.
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I really enjoy that because that makes me feel like the other part of cleanse is like,
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what is it that we are ready to see in ourselves in that form of like release and let go and just be able to see it to say okay, this is this is how I want to show up right? Like this is this is this
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this refreshed renewed identity, right?
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That we're stepping into, it feels like what patterns and habits like that feels like a patterns and habits type of a cleanse to what you're talking about. Like what are the parts of me that I need to see that? Like for me right now it's that lack right like
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really seeing all the ways in which I've been activated and how that ties into the lack and being willing to cleanse that and say, there is no lack there is abundance.
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Yeah, I love that and I think that cleansing is also about
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like being with
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I think it's very cleansing to be with
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the trust
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of your own energy as its presenting in the moment. Yeah. And I think that as we do that, it's like we talked about intentional cleansing, right.
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But it's like, if I can just bring that in, in the form of presence with what's coming into my field and truly witnessing it as energy without the narratives, or attachments, or meaning and all of that, like,
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as I do that, I'm trusting my field, to have its process like one of my favorite
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mantras ever, as I trust the journey of my loved ones, I'm release attachment to it. And I say this all the time.
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And it's like, I trust the journey of my own energy, and release, attract attachment to it. And that feels so cleansing to me, because it's like, I don't need to intentionally, like blir other people's energy from my field, or like, you know, cleanse in this way or the other, right? But instead, it's like, just by being present with and trusting that my energy is my medicine, and that it's guiding me, right, like, that feels like an automatic falling away of shit, that doesn't match. That's what I mean. Like, that's what I meant when I said, like, seeing the part of you that, like, we want to let go and release, but you're able to, we talked in another episode about recycling it back in writing like that. It's that piece there that feels really cleansing. Because it's you're trusting yourself. You're not saying I don't want that you're not pushing it away. You're not removing it. You're saying I trust that I know how to use this as my own medicine.
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Yeah, and I love that because the outcome or the lesson for this moon phase, this new moon is reflection.
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Which is just hilarious, right? It's like, this whole process is about us seeing ourselves in the situations and experiences in our lives in the presentations of our own energy. I mean, we were talking about this with you earlier, and it's like, okay, if you see something, and somebody else, where is that presenting in you, that you're being invited to look, you know, and that doesn't, it's just taking that responsibility for saying, like, okay, I can say that you're this, that you're anxious that you're avoidant, that you're, you know, activating that you're there, so that, but okay, but where is that exists in my own field, because they wouldn't be seeing it. And again, we don't need to get to this level analysis for anything that everything that comes up in our lives, but I think when it's really feeling sticky, and heavy and hanging out there for a while, it's also really giving it giving it the space and the reverence to, to show the medicine that source is providing to you.
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In inviting it into your field. Yeah.
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And that source, energy feels cleansing.
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Right? Like it feels that invitation in allows us that reflection allows us that cleanse allows us that trust that surrender, right like it. And so
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like, yes, its source, right? Remember it, it reminds me of like,
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you know, we are part of one, right, like, we all are a part of the collective and so we are part of source just here, right? And so that relationship back with ourselves
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can look a lot of different ways. And it can look like inviting source in to help heal, but knowing that you can really rely on yourself to move through it. Because you are so you like you are a part of source, right? Like
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yeah, no, I deeply feel that and I feel like yes, source coming in is cleansing automatically.
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And we are a reflection of source itself. Right.
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And so it's like, as we
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don't make it about I'm mad at this person or this isn't working or this feels hard. Or it's like okay, yes, that does exist. You can hold that. You can be frustrated, you can be whatever. And
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it's also true that source places in your field. And it's also true that this is here to expand to and there's lessons in it that you may understand consciously that you may not understand consciously. It's okay. Don't attach to having to know but just
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be with yourself. Like just be with what's coming forward because when you are you are going to recognize the resistance that comes forward in your mind, heart and body
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to the expansion
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That source is inviting you into through this experience. And that's what you and I basically just talked about the last couple of times we've gotten together here to talk, right? It's just like
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it's that but no, I want it this way, you know, and it was avoiding the thing that we need to do. Right, which is lead ourselves.
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Yup. Everything we've talked about has over the past few days has been about
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it's always come back to wow. That's where you're hiding from your expansion. Oh, wow. That's where you're avoiding this bigger level that you're being invited into? Wow, this is where you're hiding from the enormity of what you can feel is coming. Even if you have no fucking clue what that is? Yeah.
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Just Yes. It's, it feels really it, it.
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For me, it feels like this intense wall, right, that
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I can like, as I move forward, I can feel it like kind of do like the wobble, like a bubble, right? When it like moves. But then it also like springs me back. And it's like, how do we? How do we surrender and trust that we can go through and get to that? That other side? That is that unknown? Right? Yeah. And sometimes moving through means having the tantrum, right. You know, like, have it like I was talking to somebody yesterday, it was just like, I shouldn't have said anything, I'm just like, actually, you're, I want you to be all of you all the time. Like, it's being able to say that, like, I want to be all of me all the time, I want you to be all of you all the time. So we can do that. And I get to attend to what's coming through you when I feel like I have the bandwidth to do that. And even if I read that, or receive that, and it activates something in me that I get to take responsibility for how it activated me, and be able to be in that and recognize what's mine and not.
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And return to my center and my truth.
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And just you know what it is it's about feeling into it. It's not about responding from the mind, it's about feeling into it and being able to say like, Okay, I'm feeling into how this resonates vibrationally with my truth, and there's a rub.
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And since there's a rub, I know that something's off, and I don't know what's off, but I'm going to trust that something's off. And therefore, I'm just going to take space to be with what's off until clarity arrives.
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And it always will. And when I do that, it arrives so fast, because I'm feeling into it. I'm not thinking about anything. Yeah, we had talked about that off air, right. It was like, we have to get to a
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note we have to but it's an invitation for us to
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be with the energy be with the core essence and not the human 3d stories words around it's like, I think partly why like we've had such a trouble recording this because it's not where the energy is. But why would we write but like, well, you can recognize that energy and go through that whole process you just explained. And then you follow that. Right? You following the energy will always lead to the right path. Well, I just like just like you said, before we jumped on here today. Hey, before we start recording today, let's just be in stillness together.
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And that's, we had no idea what we were gonna say today. We just kind of said, Alright, fine, I guess we'll do a card pull. Because
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we felt this when I went to the Akash about this after we had been talking here for a while to see to see where it was leading us. It was invite people into stillness with you. Just invite people into presence with you. And I think this is so fucking important with this series, because it's about honoring the energy that's coming forward and the space between you and other people in relationship in this space within yourself within relationship and honoring your truth, yet worrying about how the other person is going to receive it but being like, No, I have a responsibility to honor my own truth because that's, that's my safety. Right? That's my safety is knowing that I can be a reliable caretaker of myself. And so I get to show up
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and just even if I'm in conflict with somebody else, open a video call or a zoom or an in person and just be with you don't say a fucking word.
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Look into each other's eyes.
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hold each other's hands sit in each other's presence, especially if you're pissy and you don't want to touch each other, love each other fine. Just be in each other's presence. Let the waves of energy flow, you're gonna get peaks, and you're gonna get valleys and you'll feel it while you're in the presence of another human. Let the waves roll
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in presence with one another, the power and that the intimacy in that the depth of sovereignty, the expansion fucking wild, if all relationships did this Holy shit. It's true. I'm that.
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I feel like we are so
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we're so all of us. So many of us are in this like 3d world all the time. And we're consumed by all these distractions, all these things that are right in front of us. And so when we
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are in an intimate relationship, we bring that with us. And so if we can just sit in the energy and the prep and be fully present 100% And you and that other person
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there, there are no words, right? It is indescribable. What happens in that energy exchange? And what did you say Katie? Earlier when we were talking? Eight minutes, eight minutes? Yeah, that's all it takes. Eight minutes. You don't like presence with yourself with other people? Whatever. It's, that's the amount of time that you really need
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to
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settle and oh, how would you say this? Yeah, so somebody sent me a tick tock video that this they were talking these two people were talking about how a person only needs eight minutes to be fully seen and heard, and to come to resolution. For me that feels like deep presence. If you can give me your undivided attention for eight minutes and hear me out and truly actively listen to me. And just feel my my presence, right? Like if there are words actively listen, if there's not okay, just sit in my presence hold me. Yeah, let me be seen, let me be witnessed, right?
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It that's all that it takes for those, those stories of
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rejection, or avoidance or fear or doubt, or whatever, right? All of those stories stop when you give somebody eight minutes of your undivided present attention. I really love that so much, because that's true. It's like, it's not just the person who's receiving your presence that deeply benefits and feels that but you feel that and it deeply benefits you because you are just like fully in the moment. And that's so good for your nervous system. For your hearts expansion, through your just palpable sensation in the body.
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Yeah, this is good. This is good. So friends, human intention, surrender. Why? So that your trust deepens in yourself and the universe and humanity at large and the space between you and a relationship in the in the relationship? Because when we when we focus on ourselves and we take this space, it's not a alright, I'm just gonna go do me.
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Right, it's a, I'm going to choose my vibration because I know that that's my
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my tether to my power to my center to my essence to my truth.
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And at the same time, I get to choose my deep faith and conviction, in this experience this relationship, this person, this space between us, I get to hold both.
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And how can you incorporate this intention into your life this surrender this trust? We talked about multiple ways to cleanse, rewind if you need a refresher
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so that you can fucking see yourself that's what this is all about people I don't care what's pissing you off or stressing you out or get you down? Or whatever. Your soul chosen. And the energy is there for a fucking reason. Do you need to know that reason right away? No. Will you ever figure it out? Maybe. But
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trust
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that you being with you is going to give you all the clarity you need and that is what we most resist. So that's my other.
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You know, Flipside journal prompt is where are you being invited to surrender more into seeing all of you into being all of you the demonstrative view
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the essence of you
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Despite the fear that comes with doing that, well, this person's not gonna like me, this person is gonna say this shit, that person is gonna say that shit. You are unique medicine, you are sacred medicine.
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And it's like, we need to act that way when we're in relationship with ourselves as if we are medicine, being with ourselves as our own energy.
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And stop giving away our power to the other side of the relationship, right? Return it back to us knowing that having full faith and trust in you will
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bring in the people that are that it's meant to and released and you know, free the other ones that aren't right. It's all about bringing it back to you living that life and letting your letting your energy be the impact the ripple effect. Yeah, and, and appreciating and enjoying the benefits that you receive from being in relationship and getting your needs met and feeling joy and feeling sensual and sexual and, and passionate and playful and all of these things as well. But it's it's those moments of tension, those moments of holy fucking eclipse that come forward, that invite us into Yes, this is fucking amazing. And not Oh, you're hitting a bump in the road. But oh, you're hitting your edge for expansion and you're being invited? Will you take my hands? Right?
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So good, good. Yeah, this was so much better than what we could have forced. Oh, see? Yeah, thank you guys for being present with us in this and for receiving and I really would love any questions or feedback are sensations that come up within you after receiving this because
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that concept that Katie was talking about earlier, something that dropped in for me this morning, when I was just looking out the window and just feeling like, I just it just kept coming in saying I am one I am one I am one and like that oneness that you were talking about earlier, like just
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being with that sensation, and
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eye being discerning about the the dissonance that arises in your field, when you claim that or when you're with it, or when you're in presence at all, or when you're struggling to be present.
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That's where reflection for me is hands down key.
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All right, I could probably like stay in this really dreamy, weird state.
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But we're gonna close this up guys. And we will see you next week to complete our series in less than other you know, unless a fucking meteor hits us in the head. And, you know, the energy takes us somewhere else. But for today, we're gonna plan on returning to our regularly scheduled programming next week.
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We love you and
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if you want to like be and just deep presence like this with us, where we just follow this flow and like, really Raleigh and authentically draw forward. What's coming up, please check out the link for our retreat because we're gonna be together in person holding each other snuggling, activating, moving,
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enlivening, eliminating, the adjectives are endless, all the things, all the things, but that link for our retreat is in the shownotes. And if you need to reach out to us, you know where to find us. That's there too. And I love you humans. And I love you, Katie, and I love me, Laura. I love you, Laura.
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And we'll see you on the next episode. Bye for now friends.
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Thank you for joining me for this episode of the Akashic musings Podcast. I'm so grateful you're taking the time to integrate healing at the deepest level. If you loved this episode, connect with me on Instagram at emerge healing & wellness or contact me through my website at www.theakashictherapist.com. I'll see you next week on the next episode of the Akashic musings podcast. Bye for now and have a wonderful week.
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